The life experience of this young woman ..who has been through so much but insist on pushing forward and never letting her obstacles hinder her progress. these are her stories of struggles,pain,sorrow,joy,love and happiness going deep into distant memories to bring heart felt...real stories to you...so sit back and get lost in "THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY"
Thursday, March 22, 2012
A FANCY THOUGHT :)
Being good/bad is like the cork of a Red Label wine bottle...you can tighten it so that the labels line up OH SO PROPA and everything would come together but instead you leave it loose enough so you can always open to drink...like being "bad" ~always being able to do what you want. BUT SOMETIME YOU GOT TO SAY I'VE HAD ENOUGH IT'S TIME TO TIGHTEN IT UP!! *I'M DRUNK* ! A FANCY THOUGHT! :)
Monday, March 19, 2012
GIVE ME MUSIC
GIVE ME MUSIC!! TO THE RHYTHM~~ TO THIS BEAUTIFUL BEAT~ GIVE ME MUSIC SO I CAN MOVE MY FEET...OHHH SWEET SOUNDS TO MY HEARS~MYTHIC--SOMETIMES SPEAKING WORDS UNHEARD-OF~ALSO UNHEARD...THIS RHYTHM IS SPEAKING TO ME TELLING MY OF JOYS~STRUGGLES~GLORIES & PAINS~ CONSTANTLY SWIRLING IN MY BRAIN--GIVE MUSIC SO I MAY BE SANE!!!....
Extracts From My Manuscript "THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY"
THE PROPA WAY
Extracts From My Manuscript "THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY"
THE PROPA WAY
I CRY...You Can Cry Till There is Blood..If He Doesn't Love You There Is Nothing You Can Do But Leave....For YOU ♥ FANCY ♥
"THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY"
I CRY
June 15, 2004
When the stars come out at night
I sit at my secret place and cry
Cry pain
Cry why
Cry
Gentle tears run down my face as I cry
You Cry
I Cry
We all Cry
But we all Cry differently
for different reasons
I Cry
I Cry because I know not what love is
I Cry because I want and need to know
I Cry
For Love not Hate
For happiness not Pain
For Companionship not Loneliness
I need Love, I Am Love
I was made in my Fathers’ image
and my Father is love
I Cry
From the Depths of my Soul
and the Blood Red of my heart
I Cry
He knows why I Cry
I Cry because of him
Because he wants others
Because he craves others
He once Craved me
My Love
My Heart
My Soul
My Companionship
My Friendship
ME
But now he no longer Craves these things
No longer Craves me
He Craves
Her
Her
Her too
All of You
Not me
He Cheats
He Lies
He Hurts me
He doesn’t Care
I Crave love not pain
Which means I don’t Crave him anymore
So we’re just the same, two of a kind
But No
He cheated, he did this to me
But how can I let go
Who knows
I Cry because I no longer have love
I don’t think I ever had it
I had lust
He lusted after
My Beautiful Face
My Cherry Plump lips
The Curve of my Waist
The swing of my hips
My innocent Smile
My soft tender touches
My Virginal walk and talk
He Lusted
But he doesn’t lust anymore
Because time has stolen all these things from me
I have grown, I’m no longer innocent
So he lusts after others
But says he loves and cares for me
That he needs me
Wants me
That he Craves me
But I’m no longer here
I’m gone
I’m but a memory now
A distant memory
That in time will fade
While he moves on to his next prey
Before
I used to Cry for his happiness
Pray and cry that God gives me the Ability to please him
To love him
Now
I Cry that God gives me happiness
and the ability to please myself
I Cry and pray to forget him…………
By: Samantha Logan
GIVE TALENT A FAIR CHANCE
Been thru the struggles you saw me go through the pain but one day it will change!! ♥ FANCY ♥.....Give Talent A Chance To Shine~ Producers~ Disc Jockies~ Gate Men~Promoters~Selectors etc. Stop This Dutty Habit Of Degrading Women...Don't Think You Can Tickle My Fancy Fi A Buss Ina This Music Industry..
Sunday, March 18, 2012
LOVE
Only Someone That Loves You Truly Will Be There For You In The Struggle!!.. PLEASE Love Only If It's True..So When You Give Up Apart Of You It Would've Already Been Replaced! THIS IS YOUR FANCY LESSON FOR TODAY
CHOOSE THE LIFE THAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU
I control my own destiny....The Lord gave us choices that we that we may choose the correct path. The path you chose may not the same one i choose but we all have to know what is right for us. I Realise "Jah Knows Best" ...So this Empress will continue Living A Fancy Life By Lady Fancy and watch the Lord unfold life for me ...Making me Fancy Universally ...Can we just stop and look at life's Natural Beauty~~
I love you
I love you
ONENESS TO ALL
"Oneness to all...since we came from the same father we are all one~So this Rasta Empress born out of many one people with the blood of my ancestors running through my vain i say ~do not just read~ do not just hear~ but listen to my voice echoing all
around you as your heart pound saying~we are of the same~we are One!" FANCY
around you as your heart pound saying~we are of the same~we are One!" FANCY
Saturday, March 10, 2012
THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY
Extracts from My Manuscript "THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY"
"The Music With These Surrounding Lights... the Beauty Of Love Shined So Bright~~Lyrics Flowing Like A Calm Smooth Stream..Giving New Meaning To You Are My Muse and Should Always Be With Me..While The Riddim Gives me Sweet Rhythm So I Can Flow To The Beat...Taking Away My Troubles Exposing Me... You Are There Encouraging Me .....So Let The Hypocrites Give Me Pain So I Can Appreciate FANCY....PROPA WAY Empress Fancy Living A Fancy Life By Lady Fancy Fancy Universally TOO Fancy INC...... FANCY means LOVE
"The Music With These Surrounding Lights... the Beauty Of Love Shined So Bright~~Lyrics Flowing Like A Calm Smooth Stream..Giving New Meaning To You Are My Muse and Should Always Be With Me..While The Riddim Gives me Sweet Rhythm So I Can Flow To The Beat...Taking Away My Troubles Exposing Me... You Are There Encouraging Me .....So Let The Hypocrites Give Me Pain So I Can Appreciate FANCY....PROPA WAY Empress Fancy Living A Fancy Life By Lady Fancy Fancy Universally TOO Fancy INC...... FANCY means LOVE
A FIGHT FOR SUCCESS
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Friday, March 9, 2012
A PEOPLE'S DETERMINATION TO SURVIVE LIE WITHIN THEM
Why can't we come together as a people ...A Nation and claim what is rightfully ours....Be you own Hero...UP YOU MIGHTY RACE YOU ACCOMPLISH WHAT YOU WILL!!! #AFANCYTHOUGHT
Negroes should be more determined today than they have ever been, because the mighty forces of the world are operating against the non-organized groups of people, who are not ambitious enough to protect their own interests.
Marcus Garvey
Sunday, March 4, 2012
THE TRUE ECSTASY OF MUSIC
Music The Way You Make Me Feel...Ohh I Love This Sensuality...The Mix Of Emotions Is So Addictive,Giving Me Such Pleasure...YES...Felt So Deep Inside, Come On Baby Take On That Roller Coaster Ride!The Movement Of The Beats Takes Me To Far Off Places~~Up Down And Around Galaxies~~4Mins With You Is All I Need To Feel True Ecstasy~~Then My Song Ends... F@NCY BACK TO REALITY~~Extracts From "THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY"
WHAT IS LOVE? Q & A
LOVE a word thrown around so much that i don't really don't know what it means anymore. How can a person Love you and put you down whether in Anger or Fight? that just doesn't resonate to me as love. Is there Love without Sacrifice? the answer is NO. We are a being made up of individuality, so how will person co-habituate if we don't sacrifice a little of us now and then?...We can not! Acknowledging that we are not only responsible for our happiness but also for the happiness of the people around us. Not because something make you feel good doesn't not mean the same goes for everyone. THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!..If you love someone their Happiness should be as Important if not more than yours and if we all think this way, if we all think for the other then we'll all be better off because if by ensuring your happiness i'll ensure mine then we'll all be and feel what we need to.
DOES LOVE COME WITH PAIN?
Love only comes with pain when the love is not equal. The Emptiness and Physical Pain you feel when you love someone that does not love you in the same measure is one that I've felt so many time before. To look in the eyes of someone you love and never see that awe you feel inside, the fear of not knowing when it will be no more. THAT'S NOT LOVE!! Love involves two hearts intertwined, A bond nothing and no one can break. That longing is the heart searching for that feeling that started it all. Let no one use Infatuation Disguised and tell you it's love. LET NO ONE TAKE LOVE FOR GRANTED!! It's too precious for someone not to realize how valuable it is to our survival in this life.
HOW LONG DOES LOVE LAST?
Some say love last forever..Well LOVE ITSELF LAST FOREVER...BUT but love between individual last as long as you work for it to last. As i said in the start it all come back to the sacrifices we are willing to make for love. if you love someone you must be willing to make sacrifices for their happiness and vice versa. if you're only going to think about your happiness then as i said before that just isn't Love. Remember that the same feeling you had in the starting of the relationship can be maintain throughout if both partners are willing to work out any difference in a Oh So Propa manner that they won't hurt their partner to a point where it's unforgivable. Take No One's Love for Granted, Not because you were forgiven by your partner for past mistakes does not give you permission to travel on the same path. That was merely a opportunity for change or i like to say improvement.
LOVE.....My definition~~ A Burning Fire Within Me... The way you always go out of your way to make me feel~FANCY~Never hesitating for any reason~when i need you ~~you were here all along!! LOVE~The Way I Can't Help Feeling About You!! Do You Understand!! I LOVE YOU
Saturday, March 3, 2012
LOVE ♥ FANCY ♥
Love is a Joy we all hope for~~and not everyone is Fortunate enough to hold it in their grasp! so if you are Lucky enough to have Love~~ Bestow it on everyone that you know!!!! you'll be a luckier person for it for sure~~~
Friday, March 2, 2012
MUSIC MY LONESOME WORLD
MUSIC, MY LONESOME WORLD~ RAIN POURING OUTSIDE...IT WOULD BE SO PERFECT TO HAVE SOMEONE BY MY SIDE>CARESSING ME SOFTLY...WHISPERING SWEET THINGS TO ME~GIVING ME ALL I NEED....LOVE SO CLOSE ~IN THIS OH SO PERFECT SETTING~ A NIGHT OF DREAMS TURN INTO NIGHTMARES....MUSIC THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU...WHAT IF I LOSE YOU TOO~~ I'M ...SO SCARED !!!
CAN I PULL YOUR STINGS?? #OHSOFANCY
Baby please hurry home and give me what i need! You beside me whispering into my ear your sweet melodies. You see this Body displayed so F@NCILY it want to pull you like a puppet on a string. ♥ I want to be devoward by your manhood ♥ sooso slow and ♥ soooo gently ....We don't call this making ♥ love~ We call it making ♥ history~because baby i'm fantasizing about you now and you're outside my door hearing me moan intensely. Just-in~~ I'm Yours......PROP@ TING :)
UNIVERSALLY FANCY VIRTUALLY :D
I'M GOING TO YOUTUBE & TWEET>SO Y'ALL WILL GIVE ME A HI5 AND MEET ME @ MYSPACE ON FACEBOOK> ALFIRE~I NEED TO BE GOOGLED EVERYDAY>SO TAGG ME IN A POST & REVERB ME TO THE TOP OF THE CHARTS~WHEN THE SONGS DROP ON ITUNE Empress Fancy THE FUN NEVER STOPS AROUND BLACKPLANET WITH Living A Fancy Life By Lady Fancy~FB I WANT TO BE FEATURED ON Black Entertainment Television (BET) EVERYDAY THE PROPA WAY IS ALWAYS> Fancy Universally
BURN NEGATIVITY ~~OH SO FANCY KEEPING IT ALL GOOD :)
I’m here letting my mind pour out on this blank space is see before me…I think where should I start? There is so much things I want to talk about~~ that I have to talk about….I like Us all don’t have much time in this world to let our true nature be shown ~~to let all our knowledge revealed ….so I write hoping the reader can relate to my struggles~ happiness~ sorrows~ Up-liftment~ and Downfalls …..Knowing that we all go thru this process in life to find our greater meaning> We all have a purpose in this world it’s for us to be determined to make it known….Every song I write is a struggle I faced and Good or bad it led me to that point….Yes Good~~ sometime we have to admit that the good can be a struggle too…..there is always a doubt and a thought that is this a dream~ when will I wake up??? When will it end??
I’ve learned only recently that if you put the negative to the for-front of your mind that’s what you will see come to pass…..SO LETS THINK GOOD ~DO GOOD~BE GOOD~~ ACT GOOD AND YOU WILL FEEL GOOD~~~NEVER THINK THIS IS TOO GOOD~~YOU DESERVE GOOD BETTER BEST~~KEEPING IT ALL GOOD~~IT’S GOOD WHEN THE MIND IS FREE FROM NEGATIVITY…A NEGATIVE MIND BRINGS A BAD ENERGY……SO READ THIS > LOOK IN THE MIRROW AND SAY ……I’M GOOD~~ I’M OH SO FANCY….PROPA WAY HEHEHEHEHEHE :) :* :)
KNOWLEDGE THRU INNER SILENCE~Extract from My Manuscript "THE PAIN THAT GREW FANCY "Chapter 37 -WISDOM"
I'M JUST HERE WATCHING THE BEAUTIFUL STARS AND OBSERVING THIS LIGHT IN THE DISTANCE AND A BUG THATS CONTINUALLY CIRCLING IT........THERE IS A SPIDER WEB SURROUNDING THE LIGHT AND THE BUG KEEPS GETTING CAUGHT IN IT~~I THOUGHT HOW SMART WAS THE SPIDER TO SPREAD IT'S WEB ON SUCH A WIDE RADIUS.....FOOD IS A MUST :) ~~BUT BACK TO THE BUG....HE KEEPS GETING CAUGHT IN THE WEB AND CONTINUALLY FIGHTING HIS WAY OUT.....BUT NO MATTER HOW HE FIGHTS HIS WAY TO FREEDOM HE'S STILL GOES BACK CIRCLING THE LIGHT >>STILL GETTING CAUGHT IN THE WEB NEEDING TO FIGHT HIS WAY OUT AGAIN......I'M HERE LAUGHING TO MYSELF SAYING "YOU FORGET THAT THE WEB IS THERE?"..LOL ~~TO GO A LITTLE FURTHER I STARTED TO THINK :-/ THERE IS SOMETHING SIMILAR TO THAT BUG AND TO THE LEADERS IN WAR.....DESPITE THE FACT THAT WAR ONLY LEAD TO IMINENT DEATH THEY CONTINUALLY GO IN LIKE A BUG CAUGHT IN A SPIDER WEB..........BUT :-/ THINK ABOUT IT.......LIKE THAT BUG CAUGHT~~SOMETHING IS ATTRACTING HIM TO THAT WEB......EVEN THOUGH THE BUG KNOWS THERE IS DANGER ...THE BRIGHT SHINE AND GLIMMER OF THE GOLDEN LIGHT ATTRACTS HIM~~THERE HE GOES AGAIN ....ANOTHER BATTLE FOR VIRTUAL GOLD...........THERE HE GOES AGAIN......IT LOOKS LIKE HE'S STUCK IN THE WEB OF LIES AND DECIET FOR GOOD NOW :( SO SAD.......THAT AIN'T FANCY
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